As the month drew to an end, I stopped daily posting without feeling much conflict about it. I was distracted by other important things to do (son visiting from out of town, paid work, etc.) and I often just forgot. There's something about long stretches of unallocated time that allows one to ruminate about it and feel guilty and the lack of those empty hours meant I didn't feel the tension I'd reported in other posts. You might think this level of irresponsibility indicates a failed project, but that's not how I feel about. Twenty-seven posts is good enough for me, with two others awaiting completion. and I imagine many of the posts are even a little interesting.
I imagine, because I'm not ready to go back and read them yet. I don't know when that will be the case, nor do I know when I will know when.
I might even post again tomorrow, the last day of the month, but don't count on it. What more do I have to say?
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