Today was the first day I forgot to write in this blog, or it would have been were I not writing in it now. "Forgot" is accurate. It didn't occur to me until now. And that happened just by accident. I was closing a tab in which I googled something and it turned out to be "Thank you for using" that was the subject of my search. The search took place yesterday but I didn't close the tab and now here it was to remind me of the failure.
Did I feel bad about it? About not writing? About forgetting? No, to both. Should I have?
It's interesting to think about a situation where feeling bad is a goal. The pursuit of unhappiness. Feeling bad would indicate, what? Seriousness? Depth of commitment?
I guess my real goal is to keep writing and not to give up. The every day part is less important--a contour to my plan.
And in the end, I wrote this.
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